We lost our son in the 4th month

by Nikki and Rufie

When I found out I was pregnant I was 6 weeks. we were so very happy. We had been trying for 6 years with nothing. And then after 6 years it just happened. nothing in the world could have made me any happier. I was on cloud nine.

I went to the emergency room one night cause I was bleeding a little and that scared me they did an emergency ultrasound and everything was fine. the baby a heartbeat of 150 a minute. He was very active moving around a lot.

And then on June 24th 2006. I started hurting very bad and bleeding bad so my husband took me the emergency room again and it was my worst fear. we had lost the baby. I was 4 months pregnant and then he was gone.

The doctor told me my cervix had opened up and that's why I lost my precious angel. And that it was a little boy. We named him Dakota Waylon. I had a d&c that night and got out of surgery at 12:00 a.m.

I was hurt. I just didn't care what they did to me. I got to where I didn't want to talk to anyone or see anyone or go anywhere. I just wanted to stay home and be alone. my husband was the only one I could be around.

It's going on 4 months now since the loss of our baby boy and we have been trying ever since and so far nothing. but I am not giving up hope. I will keep trying for as long as it takes. I just hope and pray that it will happen again and soon. so if your reading this please please pray for me and my husband that our dreams of becoming parents will happen and if I do get pregnant again that everything will go ok this time. Thank you and God bless you